see yiling jiejie blog again...see her photos and saw dat she is happy...i am happy for her also...few more days to my party...i am very excited but also...scared...i scared dat er yi will think of jiahao korkor again and she will broke down again...same for yiling jiejie...

i really miss him alot and alot...how i wish i can have a shoulder to lean on...and cry out loud...but i dun dare to cry at home...but i also cnt cry in school..neither in front of him...

todae...jiaxin ask me to lend her my wallet...den she saw his photo...she ask me who is he?den i just smile...den xueqi ask to shh...keep quite...dun say...i noe...xueqi was caring for me...she dun wan me to be sad...thank you,xueqi...

dat time,annabel also saw his photo in my wallet and my hp...she ask me who is he?ur boyfrend ar?den i also smile...den alicia soh tell her dat he is...sry was...my cousin...den annabel also never do anything...

i hope dat he will come back...but i noe...it is impoosible...but he even never come to my dreams at night...he wanted us to let go him?dun care about him anymore?i noe...coz he is very good,very nice,in the heaven...