my results...sucks...from best-worse
chinese listening:13/15
maths booklet A:17/20
english booklet A:16/30(lowest in class)
science booklet B:15/40(2nd lowest in class,lowest is 14/40)

bad ar?i agree too...did nt expect english to be so bad...
i learnt one thing:if u have too much confidence in urself,u will surely get low marks...
i cried in school...and i think many ppl saw me ba...or a few?i dun noe...but thank you minghui,yihua and celestine for asking me dun cry...thank you
before exam,i hope dat my maths can get 7o+,english:75,science:7o+,chinese:91...
now i noe dat i will nt happen...even if i work hard...coz i am bprn stupid and u cnt blame me...


anyway,let's not tok about exam...after my tuition,me,alicia soh,mandy and xueqi go look for the aderick they all suan zhang for they throw the ball at me and mandy yesterday...den managed to take their pic:

red shirt:yuheng,blue shirt:aderick
hei,ching yan,wat are u trying to do huh?!

den when i went home,den ask minghui,mandy and alicia a question:You think _____ is a wat kind of girl?
me+minghui's conversation:
minghui:Dk,you?
me:A girl who wan to act like those gangster girl,but don have the look to act...wan to act but scare mother scold...A girl who has a stupid attitude,over little things wan cry liao...and show out her attitude
me:You?give ur comments...
den no reply...
me+aicia's conversation:
alicia:Sumtimes very act,troublesome
me:A girl who wan to act like those gangster girl,but don have the look to act...wan to act but scare mother scold...A girl who has a stupid attitude,over little things wan cry liao...and show out her attitude...always take me as her only fren..like she dun have other fren,only me...always yi lai on me...wan to act like you,wan wear those short short de shorts...but still scare tis scare dat...always wan to act to be a good good girl
alicia:Exactly
me+mandy's conversation:
mandy:Y leh?
me:A girl who wan to act like those gangster girl,but don have the look to act...wan to act but scare mother scold...A girl who has a stupid attitude,over little things wan cry liao...and show out her attitude...always take me as her only fren..like she dun have other fren,only me...always yi lai on me...wan to act like you,wan wear those short short de shorts...but still scare tis scare dat...always wan to act to be a good good girl
mandy:Y suddenly wan to say her?
me:I wan to noe how ppl think of her...can you please just say ur comments?
mandy:Just now say liao ma...n i dono much about her.
me:Say according to her appearance lar...just say
mandy:Aiya,dono lah.I really dono



den chat wif mandy and minghui,wonder...are they really my best frens?
only two best frens in this whole world take them as one of the most important ppl in my life...side them everytime...
but this time i scold xh...mandy ask me dun scold...signed...let them see this post...later they sad ar?
but also dun noe if they take me as one of their most important fren...maybe no?i dun noe...i also nt xin li yi shen...how can i read their mind....
sometimes,i really feel uncomfortant when i am wif them...especially todae...mandy gt 91 for maths,minghui gt 64...so pro...i...only 55...minghui and mandy still say no good no good...
i feel...so...so...like...sad...why i so stupid leh?always ask myself...i am sort of like let teachers look down...they seem to hate me...maybe i am very irritating ba...
am i irritating?think so ba...i really like too _____dun noe wat is dat blank...i only noe dat answer in my heart...deep deep in my heart....so dat no one will enter and take the key to dat secret room...to open it and reveal the answer...